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TO DATE WE HAVE RAISED
€84,075
Phase 1 (€79,075) is fully funded for filming in Spain, Germany and Texas, including five days inside a live CT workshop at Afroz, Greece, for the first time.
OUR TOTAL PHASE 2 GOAL IS
€58,140
€53,140 Still Needed!
The total production budget for phase 2 is €58,140. Phase 2 includes shoots in Northern Ireland, Belgium, Spain, Greece and Germany, following the story back to where the work began and forward through the people carrying it on.
THE STORY
Jennifer Millar grew up in Northern Ireland during the Troubles, navigating early trauma and a personal crisis before she was twenty. Searching for a way through it, she found a psycho-spiritual path that changed the direction of her life. What started as her own healing became something much bigger: a body of work she's spent almost two decades building, refining, and sharing with hundreds of people around the world. That work is called Cellular Transformation.
CT works with the trauma, conditioning, and fear stored in the body, in the cells, going straight for what's actually stuck rather than staying at the level of the mind. It draws on years of practice and lived wisdom around healing, personal power, honest communication, and spiritual intelligence. People who go through it describe a real shift in how they experience their own life: more clarity, more purpose, more capacity to connect, a deeper sense of their own power.
This documentary follows Jennifer's story and where CT actually came from, the workshop itself, and the people carrying this work forward, long after they've left the workshop room.
Over five days in a private workshop in Greece, cameras were in the room with 33 strangers while Jennifer worked through each person one by one, 8 to 10 hours a day. What we captured is some of the rawest footage we've ever seen, people confronting decades of pain in front of a room of people they'd only just met, becoming something closer to family by the end. It had never been filmed before.
Why This Film
There's no shortage of ways to heal right now. Therapy, meditation, somatic work, spiritual practice. And yet for so many people, something stays stuck. The mind understands the wound, the story gets reframed, the symptoms get managed, but the core of it never really moves.
Cellular Transformation works at a different level, with the trauma, fear, and conditioning that live in our cells, our DNA, underneath the stories we tell about them.
These ideas around trauma, power, honest communication, and the relationship between body and spirit haven't really made it into the wider conversation yet. Not in trauma research, modern spirituality, or mainstream psychotherapy.
The 2017 documentary The Work is the closest reference point we've found, a film that let the world see a therapeutic space that had only ever existed behind closed doors. We're setting out to do something similar, because what happens inside a CT workshop is extraordinary, and until now it's only ever existed in private.
The Film
Directed by Kaley Hanson, Jennifer's stepdaughter and a documentary filmmaker based in Amsterdam, the film weaves together several threads:
Jennifer's story. We go back to Northern Ireland, to the experiences that shaped her, and follow the years of upheaval and transformation that led her to build Cellular Transformation.
The work itself. At the center of the film is CT, its ideas, its approach to trauma, power, the body, and spiritual intelligence, told through Jennifer's life and teaching rather than explained from a distance.
The workshop. Five unscripted days inside a live CT retreat, 33 participants, cameras in a room that's remained private until now. This is where the work becomes visible, where people break old patterns in real time in front of each other.
The people living it. Through facilitators and participants whose lives have been shaped by CT, we see what happens when this work moves out into the world and keeps going long after the workshop ends.
Kaley's own perspective runs through all of it, as someone who grew up inside this world telling a story she knows from the inside.
Where We Are
We are currently raising funds for Phase 2.
Phase 1 is fully funded, and filming is underway across Spain, Greece, Germany, and Texas, including the five-day CT workshop at Afroz, Greece, now complete. Phase 2 takes us to Northern Ireland and follows up with people whose lives have been touched by the work. Phase 3 is post-production: editing, finishing, and the film festival run. Each phase has its own fundraiser.
Every contribution brings us closer to finishing the film!
THE TEAM
Crew
Kaley is a documentary filmmaker based in Amsterdam. She has been working in film and media since 2017, following a bachelor's degree in public relations and business, and completed her master's degree in documentary filmmaking at Goldsmiths, University of London in 2022. She has worked across documentary, branded, and commercial projects as both an editor and director. Having grown up immersed in the world of CT, she brings both a filmmaker's craft and a deeply personal understanding to this story.
Visit Kaley's website.Ryan (Kaley's other half) is an artist and technologist based in Amsterdam. With a background in motion and VFX, he has been building immersive experiences for corporate clients since 2016. He has been deeply involved with CT since 2019 and wears many hats for this project, serving as assistant director while also supporting filming and location sound. His extensive experience in film and post production brings a valuable edge to the team. He holds a Bachelors of Fine Arts in Visual Effects & Motion Graphics from the Illinois Institute of Art Chicago and a Masters of Science in Creative Computing from the University of the Arts London.
Visit Ryan's website.Charlotte is the Global Manager of Cellular Transformation, based in Cologne. She has known and worked closely with Jennifer since 2011 and holds a diploma in architectural engineering from Bauhaus University Weimar, bringing a practiced eye for guiding complex projects while staying true to their essence. She has been in love with documentary filmmaking for decades, and this project brings together both of those worlds in a way that feels like a true honour and dream to be part of.
Lee has spent over 25 years working as a sound engineer, from major London venues to 20 years in Formula 1. In 2010 something shifted in him, and he ended up living in Mooji's ashram in Portugal, doing the sound for the daily programs, retreats and videos. More recently he has been touring with musician Sam Garrett. After leaving the ashram, he felt he needed to face some unresolved trauma. Finding CT hit him hard, the changes were fast and unexpected. So when the chance came to help share this work through this film, it felt like something he just had to be part of.
Adam is based in Israel and comes from an artistic background, primarily in video, working as a director, cinematographer, and editor. Alongside that, he is a certified Family Constellation therapist and is currently completing his psychotherapy training. He has been part of retreat spaces both as a participant and as an assistant in various workshops, including CT. He knows this process from the inside and has gone through it himself, so his role is to be present without interfering, allowing participants the space to open and receive what they came for. He is drawn to this project because he deeply believes in CT as its own unique modality and feels a strong desire to help bring it to a wider audience.
CT Facilitators
Jennifer has spent almost two decades developing Cellular Transformation and leading intensive workshops internationally. She is a facilitator, teacher, and the heart of this film.
Kanika is a CT facilitator and holistic counsellor trained in a diverse range of psycho-somatic and spiritual modalities that inform her work with individuals and groups worldwide. Over the past decade, she has lived in and co-run a community-based retreat center, deeply committing herself to continuous inner growth and expansion while supporting others on their journeys. Cellular Transformation has been a pivotal turning point in her life, leading her to become a devoted student and facilitator of Jennifer’s work, with CT forming the foundation of both her personal path and professional practice.
Charlotte has been involved with Cellular Transformation since 2011. From the moment she encountered this work, she recognised it as the fastest and most potent path to deep transformation she had ever come across, and committed body, mind, and soul to learning the language of energy. Having witnessed Jennifer and CT evolve and refine over many years, she brings a deep understanding of Cellular Transformation into her own CT online groups and private sessions, serving this work with the same devotion that first drew her to it.
Sidhamo is a facilitator, holistic counselor, and seeker whose life has been shaped by a deep commitment to truth and authentic living. He has spent years traveling and exploring different paths, including living with a remote tribe in Vanuatu, which led him to let go of the conventional American dream in search of something more real.
Trained in NeuroAffective Relational Model (NARM) therapy, he works as a CT facilitator and lives in a community in Mallorca where the principles of CT are practiced as a way of life. He leads CT workshops for men and facilitates self-development workshops, supporting others in moving beyond conditioned patterns and meeting themselves more directly. Of all the paths he has explored, this work is what has most deeply brought him home to himself.
Manisha, a licensed psychotherapist in Germany, discovered CT in 2020 and recognized it as a powerful, embodied approach that integrates multiple therapeutic methods in a safe group setting. She values its grounding in truthfulness, humility, and responsibility, as well as its effectiveness for both healing and spiritual growth. A key part of her own transformation has been learning to trust and act on emotions, embracing vulnerability as a strength. She also appreciates CT’s practical, experience-based approach to spirituality, which fosters authenticity and deeper relational awareness.
Recently, she has begun facilitating CT for Couples circles, helping partners integrate these principles to strengthen their connection and to embrace CT as a way of life.
PHASE 1 BUDGET
We are transparent about the fact that this is a substantial sum. It reflects what it genuinely takes to make a documentary of this quality and scope. Every euro goes directly into making this film.
Category
Amount
PHASE 1
Cameras & Lenses
Sound Equipment
Lighting
Storage
Power
Additional / Misc.
Crew Labor
Travel
Accommodation
Director Stipend (12 months, full-time)
Producer Stipend — (12 months, part-time)
Subtotal
Contingency (15%)
PHASE 1 TOTAL
€11,005
€6,624
€674
€8,913
€752
€614
€10,500
€7,104
€2,075
€18,000
€3,000
€68,761
€10,314
€79,075
PHASE 2 BUDGET
This phase takes us back to where Jennifer's story began, and following up with people whose lives have been changed by the work. It covers crew, travel, and accommodation costs.
Item
Amount
Northern Ireland
Greece
Belgium
Spain
Director Stipend
Producer Stipend
Insurance & Storage
Teaser
Shoot Contingency (15%)
PHASE 2 TOTAL
€16,100
€3,990
€380
€2,204
€18,000
€3,000
€565
€10,500
€3,139
€58,140
Sub-Goal: Northern Ireland — €16,100
This portion covers travel, crew and accommodation to film where Jennifer's story began, in the place that shaped everything that came after, including an estimated €1,750 for drone footage to capture the landscape itself. Like the Afroz workshop in Phase 1, this shoot anchors the phase and can't move around other logistics the way the rest of the schedule can.
Teaser
The teaser is similar to a trailer, and it's built from the footage we've already gathered. It's our pitch piece for Phase 3, something we can put in front of streaming platforms and studios to help fund post-production.
DONATE DIRECTLY
We'd love it if you donated directly — it means more of your contribution goes straight into the film.
If you prefer the security of a crowdfunding platform, you can donate via our Crowdfundr page here.
Crowdfunding platforms charge significant fees (Crowdfundr 8%, Stripe 1.5–5.25% depending on your location). Direct transfers avoid this entirely.
Every direct donation will be reflected in our Crowdfundr total within 24 hours. Just let Kaley know at kaley@lionwithin.studio whether you'd like to be credited by name or listed as anonymous.
Payment Details
US Dollars (USD):
Zelle: kaleydaefilm@gmail.com
Stripe: @lionwithin
Euros (EUR):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
IBAN: BE27 9674 7664 9373
British Pounds (GBP):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
Sort code: 23-14-70
Account number: 94630475
Address: Wise Payments Limited
1st Floor, Worship Square, 65 Clifton Street
London, EC2A 4JE, UK
Australian Dollars (AUD):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
BSB code: 774-001
Account number: 245402850
Address: Wise Australia Pty Ltd
Suite 1, Level 11, 66 Goulburn Street
Sydney, NSW 2000, Australia
Please include in the transfer description:
“Donation – Name – Email Address”
If you have any questions regarding the tax status of your donation, particularly for larger contributions, please reach out to Kaley.
And if you experience any technical difficulties with the donation process, please don't hesitate to contact her as well.
Direct DONATIONS
These contributions go directly to the documentary project, with no fees taken out via Crowdfundr or Stripe. We thank you so much for your incredible support!
Category
Amount
PHASE 2
Anonymous
SUPPORT TOTAL
€5,000
€5,000
PHASE 1
Anonymous
Anonymous
Angela Clark
Clara Herrmann
Anonymous
Hilde Van den Hooff
Pit Schnell
Anonymous
Constanze Kunowski
Alok Thorwesten
Jonas Cole
Ajeya Neuroth
Sagara Feigl
Anonymous
Viramano Wermund-Herzog
Jula Birke
Susanna Wacha
Anonymous
Wendy Mcara
Anonymous
Anne Suffert
Anonymous
Katharina Sell
Mahabha Bettina Heym
Anonymous
Dorothée Schneider
Nafsika Kastana
Rochelle Paijens
JJ McSweeney
Sarah McSweeney
Anonymous
Dean Foster
Manisha Schwenker
Bibi & Maarten
Sean Herron
Vira Drotbohm
Anonymous
Viviana Strohmenger
Nirupa Christopoulos
Mel Floyd
Anonymous
Nitya Runte
PJM Laudy
Malte Hoppe
Daniel Himmeljord
Dervisha Schneider
Mike Jacobs
Anonymous
Anonymous
Anonymous
Sidhamo Flyr
Crowdfundr & Stripe fees
SUPPORT TOTAL
€33,575
€1,000
€215
€50
€500
€200
€1,000
€1,300
€30
€100
€400
€500
€1,000
€200
€1,000
€222
€50
€979
€245
€58
€1,000
€31
€200
€100
€258
€250
€400
€250
€500
€500
€100
€172
€4,500
€250
€350
€1,000
€30
€50
€50
€132
€1,167
€1,000
€100
€500
€100
€3,000
€1,715
€555
€3,000
€1,000
€1,000
-€1,961
€63,922
SEE THE WORK FOR YOURSELF
Before this documentary, we made a short film: Cellular Transformation: A Story Told by Those Who Live It. It does not attempt to explain CT. It offers something closer to a felt sense of it, through the voices of people who have experienced it firsthand. If you want to understand why this documentary needs to exist, this is the best place to start.
For more information on Cellular Transformation, visit CellularTransformation.org
FOLLOW THE JOURNEY
If you’d like behind the scenes updates as we shoot, edit, and build this film over the next couple of years, please join our WhatsApp channel for production milestones, footage from the road, and honest reflections on how it's all unfolding.
Back to Top ↑
To Date We Have Raised
€84,075
Phase 1 (€79,075) is fully funded for filming in Spain, Germany and Texas, including five days inside a live CT workshop at Afroz, Greece, for the first time.
OUR TOTAL PHASE 2 GOAL IS
€58,140
€53,140 Still Needed!
The total production budget for phase 2 is €58,140. Phase 2 includes shoots in Northern Ireland, Belgium, Spain, Greece and Germany, following the story back to where the work began and forward through the people carrying it on.
THE STORY
Jennifer Millar grew up in Northern Ireland during the Troubles, navigating early trauma and a personal crisis before she was twenty. Searching for a way through it, she found a psycho-spiritual path that changed the direction of her life. What started as her own healing became something much bigger: a body of work she's spent almost two decades building, refining, and sharing with hundreds of people around the world. That work is called Cellular Transformation.
CT works with the trauma, conditioning, and fear stored in the body, in the cells, going straight for what's actually stuck rather than staying at the level of the mind. It draws on years of practice and lived wisdom around healing, personal power, honest communication, and spiritual intelligence. People who go through it describe a real shift in how they experience their own life: more clarity, more purpose, more capacity to connect, a deeper sense of their own power.
This documentary follows Jennifer's story and where CT actually came from, the workshop itself, and the people carrying this work forward, long after they've left the workshop room.
Over five days in a private workshop in Greece, cameras were in the room with 33 strangers while Jennifer worked through each person one by one, 8 to 10 hours a day. What we captured is some of the rawest footage we've ever seen, people confronting decades of pain in front of a room of people they'd only just met, becoming something closer to family by the end. It had never been filmed before.
Why This Film
There's no shortage of ways to heal right now. Therapy, meditation, somatic work, spiritual practice. And yet for so many people, something stays stuck. The mind understands the wound, the story gets reframed, the symptoms get managed, but the core of it never really moves.
Cellular Transformation works at a different level, with the trauma, fear, and conditioning that live in our cells, our DNA, underneath the stories we tell about them.
These ideas around trauma, power, honest communication, and the relationship between body and spirit haven't really made it into the wider conversation yet. Not in trauma research, modern spirituality, or mainstream psychotherapy.
The 2017 documentary The Work is the closest reference point we've found, a film that let the world see a therapeutic space that had only ever existed behind closed doors. We're setting out to do something similar, because what happens inside a CT workshop is extraordinary, and until now it's only ever existed in private.
The Film
Directed by Kaley Hanson, Jennifer's stepdaughter and a documentary filmmaker based in Amsterdam, the film weaves together several threads:
Jennifer's story. We go back to Northern Ireland, to the experiences that shaped her, and follow the years of upheaval and transformation that led her to build Cellular Transformation.
The work itself. At the center of the film is CT, its ideas, its approach to trauma, power, the body, and spiritual intelligence, told through Jennifer's life and teaching rather than explained from a distance.
The workshop. Five unscripted days inside a live CT retreat, 33 participants, cameras in a room that's remained private until now. This is where the work becomes visible, where people break old patterns in real time in front of each other.
The people living it. Through facilitators and participants whose lives have been shaped by CT, we see what happens when this work moves out into the world and keeps going long after the workshop ends.
Kaley's own perspective runs through all of it, as someone who grew up inside this world telling a story she knows from the inside.
Where We Are
We are currently raising funds for Phase 2.
Phase 1 is fully funded, and filming is underway across Spain, Greece, Germany, and Texas, including the five-day CT workshop at Afroz, Greece, now complete. Phase 2 takes us to Northern Ireland and follows up with people whose lives have been touched by the work. Phase 3 is post-production: editing, finishing, and the film festival run. Each phase has its own fundraiser.
Every contribution brings us closer to finishing the film!
THE TEAM
Crew
Kaley is a documentary filmmaker based in Amsterdam. She has been working in film and media since 2017, following a bachelor's degree in public relations and business, and completed her master's degree in documentary filmmaking at Goldsmiths, University of London in 2022. She has worked across documentary, branded, and commercial projects as both an editor and director. Having grown up immersed in the world of CT, she brings both a filmmaker's craft and a deeply personal understanding to this story.
Visit Kaley's website.Ryan (Kaley's other half) is an artist and technologist based in Amsterdam. With a background in motion and VFX, he has been building immersive experiences for corporate clients since 2016. He has been deeply involved with CT since 2019 and wears many hats for this project, serving as assistant director while also supporting filming and location sound. His extensive experience in film and post production brings a valuable edge to the team. He holds a Bachelors of Fine Arts in Visual Effects & Motion Graphics from the Illinois Institute of Art Chicago and a Masters of Science in Creative Computing from the University of the Arts London.
Visit Ryan's website.Charlotte is the Global Manager of Cellular Transformation, based in Cologne. She has known and worked closely with Jennifer since 2011 and holds a diploma in architectural engineering from Bauhaus University Weimar, bringing a practiced eye for guiding complex projects while staying true to their essence. She has been in love with documentary filmmaking for decades, and this project brings together both of those worlds in a way that feels like a true honour and dream to be part of.
Lee has spent over 25 years working as a sound engineer, from major London venues to 20 years in Formula 1. In 2010 something shifted in him, and he ended up living in Mooji's ashram in Portugal, doing the sound for the daily programs, retreats and videos. More recently he has been touring with musician Sam Garrett. After leaving the ashram, he felt he needed to face some unresolved trauma. Finding CT hit him hard, the changes were fast and unexpected. So when the chance came to help share this work through this film, it felt like something he just had to be part of.
Adam is based in Israel and comes from an artistic background, primarily in video, working as a director, cinematographer, and editor. Alongside that, he is a certified Family Constellation therapist and is currently completing his psychotherapy training. He has been part of retreat spaces both as a participant and as an assistant in various workshops, including CT. He knows this process from the inside and has gone through it himself, so his role is to be present without interfering, allowing participants the space to open and receive what they came for. He is drawn to this project because he deeply believes in CT as its own unique modality and feels a strong desire to help bring it to a wider audience.
CT Facilitators
Jennifer has spent almost two decades developing CT and leading intensive workshops internationally. She is a facilitator, teacher, and the heart of this film.
Learn more about Jennifer and CT.
Kanika is a CT facilitator and holistic counsellor trained in a diverse range of psycho-somatic and spiritual modalities that inform her work with individuals and groups worldwide. Over the past decade, she has lived in and co-run a community-based retreat center, deeply committing herself to continuous inner growth and expansion while supporting others on their journeys. Cellular Transformation has been a pivotal turning point in her life, leading her to become a devoted student and facilitator of Jennifer’s work, with CT forming the foundation of both her personal path and professional practice.
Charlotte has been involved with Cellular Transformation since 2011. From the moment she encountered this work, she recognised it as the fastest and most potent path to deep transformation she had ever come across, and committed body, mind, and soul to learning the language of energy. Having witnessed Jennifer and CT evolve and refine over many years, she brings a deep understanding of Cellular Transformation into her own CT online groups and private sessions, serving this work with the same devotion that first drew her to it.
Sidhamo is a facilitator, holistic counselor, and seeker whose life has been shaped by a deep commitment to truth and authentic living. He has spent years traveling and exploring different paths, including living with a remote tribe in Vanuatu, which led him to let go of the conventional American dream in search of something more real.
Trained in NeuroAffective Relational Model (NARM) therapy, he works as a CT facilitator and lives in a community in Mallorca where the principles of CT are practiced as a way of life. He leads CT workshops for men and facilitates self-development workshops, supporting others in moving beyond conditioned patterns and meeting themselves more directly. Of all the paths he has explored, this work is what has most deeply brought him home to himself.
Manisha, a licensed psychotherapist in Germany, discovered CT in 2020 and recognized it as a powerful, embodied approach that integrates multiple therapeutic methods in a safe group setting. She values its grounding in truthfulness, humility, and responsibility, as well as its effectiveness for both healing and spiritual growth. A key part of her own transformation has been learning to trust and act on emotions, embracing vulnerability as a strength. She also appreciates CT’s practical, experience-based approach to spirituality, which fosters authenticity and deeper relational awareness.
Recently, she has begun facilitating CT for Couples circles, helping partners integrate these principles to strengthen their connection and to embrace CT as a way of life.
PHASE 1 BUDGET
We are transparent about the fact that this is a substantial sum. It reflects what it genuinely takes to make a documentary of this quality and scope. Every euro goes directly into making this film.
Category
Amount
Cameras & Lenses
Sound Equipment
Lighting
Storage
Power
Additional / Misc.
Crew Labor
Travel
Accommodation
Director Stipend (12 months, full-time)
Producer Stipend — (12 months, part-time)
Subtotal
Contingency (15%)
PHASE 1 TOTAL
€11,005
€6,624
€674
€8,913
€752
€614
€10,000
€7,104
€2,075
€18,000
€3,000
€68,761
€10,314
€79,075
PHASE 2 BUDGET
This phase takes us back to where Jennifer's story began, and following up with people whose lives have been changed by the work. It covers crew, travel, and accommodation costs.
Location
Amount
Northern Ireland
Greece
Belgium
Spain
Director Stipend
Producer Stipend
Insurance & Storage
Teaser
Shoot Contingency (15%)
PHASE 2 TOTAL
€16,100
€3,990
€380
€2,204
€18,000
€3,000
€565
€10,500
€3,139
€58,140
Sub-Goal: Northern Ireland — €16,100
This portion covers travel, crew and accommodation to film where Jennifer's story began, in the place that shaped everything that came after, including an estimated €1,750 for drone footage to capture the landscape itself. Like the Afroz workshop in Phase 1, this shoot anchors the phase and can't move around other logistics the way the rest of the schedule can.
Teaser
The teaser is similar to a trailer, and it's built from the footage we've already gathered. It's our pitch piece for Phase 3, something we can put in front of streaming platforms and studios to help fund post-production.
DONATE DIRECTLY
We'd love it if you donated directly — it means more of your contribution goes straight into the film.
If you prefer the security of a crowdfunding platform, you can donate via our Crowdfundr page here.
Crowdfunding platforms charge significant fees (Crowdfundr 8%, Stripe 1.5–5.25% depending on your location). Direct transfers avoid this entirely.
Every direct donation will be reflected in our Crowdfundr total within 24 hours. Just let Kaley know at kaley@lionwithin.studio whether you'd like to be credited by name or listed as anonymous.
Payment Details
US Dollars (USD):
Zelle: kaleydaefilm@gmail.com
Stripe: @lionwithin
Australian Dollars (AUD):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
BSB code: 774-001
Account number: 245402850
Address: Wise Australia Pty Ltd
Suite 1, Level 11, 66 Goulburn Street
Sydney, NSW 2000, Australia
Euros (EUR):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
IBAN: BE27 9674 7664 9373
British Pounds (GBP):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
Sort code: 23-14-70
Account number: 94630475
Address: Wise Payments Limited
1st Floor, Worship Square, 65 Clifton Street
London, EC2A 4JE, UK
Please include in the transfer description:
“Donation – Name – Email Address”
If you have any questions regarding the tax status of your donation, particularly for larger contributions, please reach out to Kaley.
And if you experience any technical difficulties with the donation process, please don't hesitate to contact her as well.
Direct DONATIONS
These contributions go directly to the documentary project, with no fees taken out via Crowdfundr or Stripe. We thank you so much for your incredible support!
Category
Amount
PHASE 2
Anonymous
SUPPORT TOTAL
€5,000
€5,000
PHASE 1
Anonymous
Anonymous
Angela Clark
Clara Herrmann
Anonymous
Hilde Van den Hooff
Pit Schnell
Anonymous
Constanze Kunowski
Alok Thorwesten
Jonas Cole
Ajeya Neuroth
Sagara Feigl
Anonymous
Viramano Wermund-Herzog
Jula Birke
Susanna Wacha
Anonymous
Wendy Mcara
Anonymous
Anne Suffert
Anonymous
Katharina Sell
Mahabha Bettina Heym
Anonymous
Dorothée Schneider
Nafsika Kastana
Rochelle Paijens
JJ McSweeney
Sarah McSweeney
Anonymous
Dean Foster
Manisha Schwenker
Bibi & Maarten
Sean Herron
Vira Drotbohm
Anonymous
Viviana Strohmenger
Nirupa Christopoulos
Mel Floyd
Anonymous
Nitya Runte
PJM Laudy
Malte Hoppe
Daniel Himmeljord
Dervisha Schneider
Mike Jacobs
Anonymous
Anonymous
Anonymous
Sidhamo Flyr
Crowdfundr & Stripe fees
SUPPORT TOTAL
€33,575
€1,000
€215
€50
€500
€200
€1,000
€1,300
€30
€100
€400
€500
€1,000
€200
€1,000
€222
€50
€979
€245
€58
€1,000
€31
€200
€100
€258
€250
€400
€250
€500
€500
€100
€172
€4,500
€250
€350
€1,000
€30
€50
€50
€132
€1,167
€1,000
€100
€500
€100
€3,000
€1,715
€555
€3,000
€1,000
€1,000
-€1,961
€63,922
SEE THE WORK
FOR YOURSELF
Before this documentary, we made a short film: Cellular Transformation: A Story Told by Those Who Live It. It does not attempt to explain CT. It offers something closer to a felt sense of it, through the voices of people who have experienced it firsthand. If you want to understand why this documentary needs to exist, this is the best place to start.
For more information on Cellular Transformation, visit
CellularTransformation.orgFOLLOW THE JOURNEY
If you’d like behind the scenes updates as we shoot, edit, and build this film over the next couple of years, please join our WhatsApp channel for production milestones, footage from the road, and honest reflections on how it's all unfolding.
Back to Top ↑
To Date We Have Raised
€84,075
Phase 1 (€79,075) is fully funded for filming in Spain, Germany and Texas, including five days inside a live CT workshop at Afroz, Greece, for the first time.
OUR TOTAL PHASE 2 GOAL IS
€58,140
€53,140 Still Needed!
The total production budget for phase 2 is €58,140. Phase 2 includes shoots in Northern Ireland, Belgium, Spain, Greece and Germany, following the story back to where the work began and forward through the people carrying it on.
THE STORY
Jennifer Millar grew up in Northern Ireland during the Troubles, navigating early trauma and a personal crisis before she was twenty. Searching for a way through it, she found a psycho-spiritual path that changed the direction of her life. What started as her own healing became something much bigger: a body of work she's spent almost two decades building, refining, and sharing with hundreds of people around the world. That work is called Cellular Transformation.
CT works with the trauma, conditioning, and fear stored in the body, in the cells, going straight for what's actually stuck rather than staying at the level of the mind. It draws on years of practice and lived wisdom around healing, personal power, honest communication, and spiritual intelligence. People who go through it describe a real shift in how they experience their own life: more clarity, more purpose, more capacity to connect, a deeper sense of their own power.
This documentary follows Jennifer's story and where CT actually came from, the workshop itself, and the people carrying this work forward, long after they've left the workshop room.
Over five days in a private workshop in Greece, cameras were in the room with 33 strangers while Jennifer worked through each person one by one, 8 to 10 hours a day. What we captured is some of the rawest footage we've ever seen, people confronting decades of pain in front of a room of people they'd only just met, becoming something closer to family by the end. It had never been filmed before.
Why This Film
There's no shortage of ways to heal right now. Therapy, meditation, somatic work, spiritual practice. And yet for so many people, something stays stuck. The mind understands the wound, the story gets reframed, the symptoms get managed, but the core of it never really moves.
Cellular Transformation works at a different level, with the trauma, fear, and conditioning that live in our cells, our DNA, underneath the stories we tell about them.
These ideas around trauma, power, honest communication, and the relationship between body and spirit haven't really made it into the wider conversation yet. Not in trauma research, modern spirituality, or mainstream psychotherapy.
The 2017 documentary The Work is the closest reference point we've found, a film that let the world see a therapeutic space that had only ever existed behind closed doors. We're setting out to do something similar, because what happens inside a CT workshop is extraordinary, and until now it's only ever existed in private.
The Film
Directed by Kaley Hanson, Jennifer's stepdaughter and a documentary filmmaker based in Amsterdam, the film weaves together several threads:
Jennifer's story. We go back to Northern Ireland, to the experiences that shaped her, and follow the years of upheaval and transformation that led her to build Cellular Transformation.
The work itself. At the center of the film is CT, its ideas, its approach to trauma, power, the body, and spiritual intelligence, told through Jennifer's life and teaching rather than explained from a distance.
The workshop. Five unscripted days inside a live CT retreat, 33 participants, cameras in a room that's remained private until now. This is where the work becomes visible, where people break old patterns in real time in front of each other.
The people living it. Through facilitators and participants whose lives have been shaped by CT, we see what happens when this work moves out into the world and keeps going long after the workshop ends.
Kaley's own perspective runs through all of it, as someone who grew up inside this world telling a story she knows from the inside.
Where We Are
We are currently raising funds for Phase 2.
Phase 1 is fully funded, and filming is underway across Spain, Greece, Germany, and Texas, including the five-day CT workshop at Afroz, Greece, now complete. Phase 2 takes us to Northern Ireland and follows up with people whose lives have been touched by the work. Phase 3 is post-production: editing, finishing, and the film festival run. Each phase has its own fundraiser.
Every contribution brings us closer to finishing the film!
THE TEAM
Crew
Kaley is a documentary filmmaker based in Amsterdam. She has been working in film and media since 2017, following a bachelor's degree in public relations and business, and completed her master's degree in documentary filmmaking at Goldsmiths, University of London in 2022. She has worked across documentary, branded, and commercial projects as both an editor and director. Having grown up immersed in the world of CT, she brings both a filmmaker's craft and a deeply personal understanding to this story.
Visit Kaley's website.Ryan (Kaley's other half) is an artist and technologist based in Amsterdam. With a background in motion and VFX, he has been building immersive experiences for corporate clients since 2016. He has been deeply involved with CT since 2019 and wears many hats for this project, serving as assistant director while also supporting filming and location sound. His extensive experience in film and post production brings a valuable edge to the team. He holds a Bachelors of Fine Arts in Visual Effects & Motion Graphics from the Illinois Institute of Art Chicago and a Masters of Science in Creative Computing from the University of the Arts London.
Visit Ryan's website.Charlotte is the Global Manager of Cellular Transformation, based in Cologne. She has known and worked closely with Jennifer since 2011 and holds a diploma in architectural engineering from Bauhaus University Weimar, bringing a practiced eye for guiding complex projects while staying true to their essence. She has been in love with documentary filmmaking for decades, and this project brings together both of those worlds in a way that feels like a true honour and dream to be part of.
Lee has spent over 25 years working as a sound engineer, from major London venues to 20 years in Formula 1. In 2010 something shifted in him, and he ended up living in Mooji's ashram in Portugal, doing the sound for the daily programs, retreats and videos. More recently he has been touring with musician Sam Garrett. After leaving the ashram, he felt he needed to face some unresolved trauma. Finding CT hit him hard, the changes were fast and unexpected. So when the chance came to help share this work through this film, it felt like something he just had to be part of.
Adam is based in Israel and comes from an artistic background, primarily in video, working as a director, cinematographer, and editor. Alongside that, he is a certified Family Constellation therapist and is currently completing his psychotherapy training. He has been part of retreat spaces both as a participant and as an assistant in various workshops, including CT. He knows this process from the inside and has gone through it himself, so his role is to be present without interfering, allowing participants the space to open and receive what they came for. He is drawn to this project because he deeply believes in CT as its own unique modality and feels a strong desire to help bring it to a wider audience.
CT Facilitators
Jennifer has spent almost two decades developing Cellular Transformation and leading intensive workshops internationally. She is a facilitator, teacher, and the heart of this film.
Kanika is a CT facilitator and holistic counsellor trained in a diverse range of psycho-somatic and spiritual modalities that inform her work with individuals and groups worldwide. Over the past decade, she has lived in and co-run a community-based retreat center, deeply committing herself to continuous inner growth and expansion while supporting others on their journeys. Cellular Transformation has been a pivotal turning point in her life, leading her to become a devoted student and facilitator of Jennifer’s work, with CT forming the foundation of both her personal path and professional practice.
Charlotte has been involved with Cellular Transformation since 2011. From the moment she encountered this work, she recognised it as the fastest and most potent path to deep transformation she had ever come across, and committed body, mind, and soul to learning the language of energy. Having witnessed Jennifer and CT evolve and refine over many years, she brings a deep understanding of Cellular Transformation into her own CT online groups and private sessions, serving this work with the same devotion that first drew her to it.
Sidhamo is a facilitator, holistic counselor, and seeker whose life has been shaped by a deep commitment to truth and authentic living. He has spent years traveling and exploring different paths, including living with a remote tribe in Vanuatu, which led him to let go of the conventional American dream in search of something more real.
Trained in NeuroAffective Relational Model (NARM) therapy, he works as a CT facilitator and lives in a community in Mallorca where the principles of CT are practiced as a way of life. He leads CT workshops for men and facilitates self-development workshops, supporting others in moving beyond conditioned patterns and meeting themselves more directly. Of all the paths he has explored, this work is what has most deeply brought him home to himself.
Manisha, a licensed psychotherapist in Germany, discovered CT in 2020 and recognized it as a powerful, embodied approach that integrates multiple therapeutic methods in a safe group setting. She values its grounding in truthfulness, humility, and responsibility, as well as its effectiveness for both healing and spiritual growth. A key part of her own transformation has been learning to trust and act on emotions, embracing vulnerability as a strength. She also appreciates CT’s practical, experience-based approach to spirituality, which fosters authenticity and deeper relational awareness.
Recently, she has begun facilitating CT for Couples circles, helping partners integrate these principles to strengthen their connection and to embrace CT as a way of life.
PHASE 1 BUDGET
We are transparent about the fact that this is a substantial sum. It reflects what it genuinely takes to make a documentary of this quality and scope. This phase covers several shoots across Spain, Greece, Germany, and Texas, including five days inside a live CT workshop at Afroz, Greece, the first time cameras have ever been inside one. Every euro goes directly into making this film.
Category
Amount
Cameras & Lenses
Sound Equipment
Lighting
Storage
Power
Additional / Misc.
Crew Labor
Travel
Accommodation
Director Stipend (12 months, full-time)
Producer Stipend — (12 months, part-time)
Subtotal
Contingency (15%)
PHASE 1 TOTAL
€11,005
€6,624
€674
€8,913
€752
€614
€10,000
€7,104
€2,075
€18,000
€3,000
€68,761
€10,314
€79,075
PHASE 2 BUDGET
This phase takes us back to where Jennifer's story began, and following up with people whose lives have been changed by the work. It covers crew, travel, and accommodation costs.
Location / Item
Amount
Northern Ireland
Greece
Belgium
Spain
Director Stipend
Producer Stipend
Insurance & Storage
Teaser
Shoot Contingency (15%)
PHASE 2 TOTAL
€16,100
€3,990
€380
€2,204
€18,000
€3,000
€565
€10,500
€3,139
€58,140
Sub-Goal: Northern Ireland — €16,100
This portion covers travel, crew and accommodation to film where Jennifer's story began, in the place that shaped everything that came after, including an estimated €1,750 for drone footage to capture the landscape itself. Like the Afroz workshop in Phase 1, this shoot anchors the phase and can't move around other logistics the way the rest of the schedule can.
Teaser
The teaser is similar to a trailer, and it's built from the footage we've already gathered. It's our pitch piece for Phase 3, something we can put in front of streaming platforms and studios to help fund post-production.
DONATE DIRECTLY
We'd love it if you donated directly — it means more of your contribution goes straight into the film.
If you prefer the security of a crowdfunding platform, you can donate via our Crowdfundr page here.
Crowdfunding platforms charge significant fees (Crowdfundr 8%, Stripe 1.5–5.25% depending on your location). Direct transfers avoid this entirely.
Every direct donation will be reflected in our Crowdfundr total within 24 hours. Just let Kaley know at kaley@lionwithin.studio whether you'd like to be credited by name or listed as anonymous.
Payment Details
US Dollars (USD):
Zelle: kaleydaefilm@gmail.com
Stripe: @lionwithin
Australian Dollars (AUD):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
BSB code: 774-001
Account number: 245402850
Address: Wise Australia Pty Ltd
Suite 1, Level 11, 66 Goulburn Street
Sydney, NSW 2000, Australia
Euros (EUR):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
IBAN: BE27 9674 7664 9373
British Pounds (GBP):
Name: Kaley Dae Hanson
Sort code: 23-14-70
Account number: 94630475
Address: Wise Payments Limited
1st Floor, Worship Square, 65 Clifton Street
London, EC2A 4JE, UK
Please include in the transfer description:
“Donation – Name – Email Address”
If you have any questions regarding the tax status of your donation, particularly for larger contributions, please reach out to Kaley.
And if you experience any technical difficulties with the donation process, please don't hesitate to contact her as well.
Direct DONATIONS
These contributions go directly to the documentary project, with no fees taken out via Crowdfundr or Stripe. We thank you so much for your incredible support!
Contributor
Amount
PHASE 2
Anonymous
SUPPORT TOTAL
€5,000
€5,000
PHASE 1
Anonymous
Anonymous
Angela Clark
Clara Herrmann
Anonymous
Hilde Van den Hooff
Pit Schnell
Anonymous
Constanze Kunowski
Alok Thorwesten
Jonas Cole
Ajeya Neuroth
Sagara Feigl
Anonymous
Viramano Wermund-Herzog
Jula Birke
Susanna Wacha
Anonymous
Wendy Mcara
Anonymous
Anne Suffert
Anonymous
Katharina Sell
Mahabha Bettina Heym
Anonymous
Dorothée Schneider
Nafsika Kastana
Rochelle Paijens
JJ McSweeney
Sarah McSweeney
Anonymous
Dean Foster
Manisha Schwenker
Bibi & Maarten
Sean Herron
Vira Drotbohm
Anonymous
Viviana Strohmenger
Nirupa Christopoulos
Mel Floyd
Anonymous
Nitya Runte
PJM Laudy
Malte Hoppe
Daniel Himmeljord
Dervisha Schneider
Mike Jacobs
Anonymous
Anonymous
Anonymous
Sidhamo Flyr
Crowdfundr & Stripe fees
SUPPORT TOTAL
€33,575
€1,000
€215
€50
€500
€200
€1,000
€1,300
€30
€100
€400
€500
€1,000
€200
€1,000
€222
€50
€979
€245
€58
€1,000
€31
€200
€100
€258
€250
€400
€250
€500
€500
€100
€172
€4,500
€250
€350
€1,000
€30
€50
€50
€132
€1,167
€1,000
€100
€500
€100
€3,000
€1,715
€555
€3,000
€1,000
€1,000
-€1,961
€63,922
SEE THE WORK FOR YOURSELF
Before this documentary, we made a short film: Cellular Transformation: A Story Told by Those Who Live It. It does not attempt to explain CT. It offers something closer to a felt sense of it, through the voices of people who have experienced it firsthand. If you want to understand why this documentary needs to exist, this is the best place to start.
For more information on Cellular Transformation, visitCellularTransformation.org
FOLLOW THE JOURNEY
If you’d like behind the scenes updates as we shoot, edit, and build this film over the next couple of years, please join our WhatsApp channel for production milestones, footage from the road, and honest reflections on how it's all unfolding.